"He lives within my heart"

At the cross I bow my knee,
where your blood was shed for me,
there’s no greater love than this. - Hillsong

Today, I literally fell and kneeled before Jesus (in a skit).
I felt strength-less and I struggled to even stand on my feet, but I moved on.
At the end of the sketch, I held onto Jesus’s hand for the last bow.

Life is just like that.

There will be time that we fall and feel helpless.
We couldn’t stand on our feet, don’t know what to do next and feel like giving up.
But life just got to move on. Time won’t wait for us.
So we just keep on trying and trying. and trying.
Yet sometimes we tend to rely too much on our own strength,
until we couldn’t see that Jesus is standing there with His arms open wide,
patiently waiting for us to call upon Him.

“He will call upon Me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble;
I will rescue him and honor him.” - Psalm 91:15

To me, Easter is not just a mere celebration but a great reminder -
To turn and fix our eyes back to Him.
It represents the way, the truth and the light; bringing hope to the lost and weary.
It makes our problems shrink for Jesus went through so much more than we can ever fathom.

We can do all things through Christ for He is the miracle.
And our life is a miracle because He choose to love us.
Just like the song written above,
there’s no greater love than the cross.

"April Fool = Traffic jam"

Why? Because I left my uni at around 2.30pm but still had several unusual traffic jam while on my way to pick up my mum.

For you information, 2.30pm is way passed lunch time and way before off work. Although K.L. is well known of its random traffic jam, and some of the traffic lights even chose to April-fool us by refusing to work, still, it was unusually.jammed.today. But despite that, I still thank God, yes there’s always something to thank God for, that the jam wasn’t due to any car accident, or at least I didn’t see any occurred today; past few weeks I saw a few, which is sad and frustrated at the same time.

Who knows maybe some just decided to get out of the house or work place to have a city tour on April Fool to fool the rest of us. Haha.

We should probably pray more today too, and why again? Cause it’s A-pril Fool day.
Don’t get it? Read with me,

April fool day = a prayerful day! Haha.

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.. okey, stop laughing and start praying!
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"Behind every rain cloud, there is a rainbow"

It was raining after my history class.
I suddenly felt emo throughout my journey back home.
But..

God didn’t promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.
- Anonymous

Don’t get me wrong, I don’t hate the rain.
Just things are a little confusing to me and I don’t like it.
But I’m not going to complain about my life now.
What needs to be done will be done.
If people failed me or I failed myself, let it be.
At least I know

God never fails.

"Good morning same old murmur"

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If procrastinate equals to committing suicide, I should be dead now.
If assignment is like a buffet, I’m not holding a plate but a tray filled with food!

Here I am, grumbling about assignment again in this kinda odd hour..
No, I wasn’t waking early.
To be exact,

I did not sleep at all.

I know it’s crazy and I’m not a vampire, but I also know that half of my Sunday will be gone to church, I won’t have enough time to complete my works. Besides, I’m hired as mum’s personal driver and she’s calling me already. I mean right now, yes now, and so as the busy Sunday starts..

.. sigh.

"I give my life to follow, everything I believe in."

I kinda miss the way I used to blog. Direct, immediate and frequent.
Now, many ideas were left behind outdated. Sigh.

Anyway. I came across this quote while doing my reading portfolio and I quite like it, “Life is like a ferris wheel. One day you’re on top of the world, the next you’re trailing the ground.” So true, and that’s how life should be; to be contented when you’re on top, to never give up when you fall because you know that you won’t stay either one side forever; that’s life, contains both ups and downs.

It also inspired me to write my own one, “Assignment is like a buffet without self-control. One moment your plate is emptying (not empty yet), the next it’s full again.” Haha. Please forgive me cause I just missed having buffet on my birthday .__.

Talking about uni, I recently found out that there are many talented people or rather more experienced singers and musicians around me. Some of them even amazed me with what they achieved. I feel so small out of a sudden. I’m still stuck with chords G D C D.. ok maybe more than that but still with the same strumming style. I’m yet to compose a song or jam with the band (but SPM examination is more important for both my guitarists lar). Lack of discipline and practice when it comes to piano, and.. I’m just not growing. Ish.

How I wish to have more time.. fine, a better time management.

I just uploaded pictures from my phone to laptop by the way. I know I’m outdated but guess what was so special about this day?

I took bus instead of driving.

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Actually was me turning 20 celebrated with friends, food and food haha.
More pictures coming soon ya. *grin*