July 12, 2009

The finish line seems so far away

Stress is reaching it’s maximum level.

It’s only the beginning of the week, but already feels like I don’t have enough time to do everything that needs to be done.

One race after another. This time, a long run given such a short time to finish it, I just don’t know how to endure it anymore. So much courage needed to stand again after falling, so much perseverance needed to continue running. Yet, time and people are not giving me an ease..

Suddenly, I feel so helpless and lonely.

July 1, 2009

Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Semester after semester.
One after another..
What have I done wrong?
Why me?

No, I do not need answers.
I just need a way out..
This is way too much for me.
At the moment,

I just can’t take it anymore.

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