MSIG Samurai Sudoku Showdown accepted my application. I’ll be competing with 814 contestants! OMG. I think I better start practicing now. Heh. Besides, I finally went to UTAR to enroll myself. Now, I can’t wait to stop working and start my uni life!

Time really flies. Sometimes, how I wish I could turn back time, when Kenny was still leading the youth, when I was still the young little sister in the youth, when we could spend time and hang out with each other.. But now, I’m no longer the young little sister, and Kenny’s no longer involved in the youth ministry. He just ended his bachelor life in this morning too! I feel so happy for him. But at the same time..

I feel like crying.

So many former youths attended his wedding. From Kenny himself, Alvin, Albert, David.. to Kam Wah, Hoong Yee, Han Leong.. I really miss the time when I first joined the youth with Dorcas, when I was the youngest after Julien, how they took care of me, how they fetched me here and there, how I called them ko ko and je je..

I cherish all the moments that I had with and in the youth. From Kenny to Albert, then Alvin, then Kam Wah, then Pang Pang, then Uncle Phua, then Simon, then Uncle Peter, then Elaine, then Lay Yean now, with Alvin back to us as well. From a small group of friend’s friend, non-Christians, which was easy come easy go, until now a growing youth. From a so called Klbcc youth, until now with our own name, logo and t-shirt, the To2ugh youth.. The youth almost fell off several times too, but thanks to the awesome God who’ve always been faithful to us, To2ugh survived 8 years, without any youth pastors or leaders watching over us.

Come to think of it, I feel so blessed to have them part of my life. They might never know how much they impacted me, but I always will, especially Kenny. I thank God for him. I thank God for each and everyone of them. I thank God that I joined the youth when I was 11. I thank God for giving me the privilege to serve in the youth ministry now.

I love You God, and what You’ve given to me. I love my youth.

Gosh, it’s 4.10am right now and I still couldn’t sleep since.. 12am. o____o
Dad surprisingly woke up during this hour too. He’s now outside in the living room watching tv, and I’m here inside my bedroom blogging using my mobile phone’s Opera Mini. I should be sleeping right now argh! Help! I HATE sleepless night! Sob.. T____T Maybe I really should cry myself to sleep. I can’t explain how frustrated am I right now. Worse still, I can ‘feel’ the mosquito. Argh! Kill me please. And the stupid mosquito.

O great, now my mum’s awake too. Good morning everyone. Sigh.

Edited : I finally figured out what’s the problem. I had my once in a life time White Coffee yesterday at Old Town omg. Now I really know how smart I can be while rushing to order a drink. Ish. =_____=

Every time I open my Firefox, this tab (create new post) will appear but remain untouched. I just didn’t know what to write, even though many things had happened. Guess I was having blogger’s block? Haha. I’m still wondering what to write now..

Anyway, life’s up and down as usual. Let’s see what I can recall.. I stopped my dance class after my dance examination. Results will be coming out next month. Went to Lay Yean’s new house for home blessing. A very nice place. Finally had sushi with Sush at the Shogun, together with Jonathan. We went to Neway too, and found out that Sush can sing Cantonese song very well haha. After two weeks of cleaning up and shifting, the church have been moved into a bigger house. Praise the Lord, though I’m still yet to get used to it. We also had our church 10th Anniversary last week. Sweet. Yesterday was my first time worship leading in the new building on the new big stage, nervous gila lol. Kenny and Linda are getting married next week. So happy for them.

I guess that’s about it. Other than that.. I feel like changing layout again. I’m going to fast my dinner (an excuse to be on diet?) for the PMR and SPM students. I haven’t prepare minutes for the previous TYC meeting gosh. Going to UTAR next week to enroll myself. Can’t wait to end my working life and start my uni.

O.k. Not bad, I managed to blog quite a lot of stuff haha. Well, that’s it. Jane.