Time Flies

I just want to..

不知為何近來時間過得特別慢，有很多想做的事都無法去做。是時間還沒成熟？還是一切都太遲了呢？日子一天一天的過著，心情卻一天比一天的沉重。心裡多麼希望自己可以為自己的夢想做一點事，但卻有心無力。我想放棄，但媽媽驚訝的那一番話卻鼓勵了我 : “你還年輕，現在不拚等到什麼時候才拚啊？你想要做什麼,就要勇敢地去爭取，不要理會別人怎樣想，最重要是你自己到底想要怎樣。遇到困難，挫折是必定的，所以不能害怕。” 或許是因為她曾經錯過，所以不希望歷史重演，也希望我會有出頭的一天。

“想太多” 這句話用在我身上是最適合不過了。雖然很清楚自己想要的是什麼，也很清楚自己正在做的是什麼，卻顧慮重重，沒事拿事來煩，心裡不斷地告訴自己：“太遲了！” 耐心越來越少了，時間也自然顯得越來越慢了。一時覺得還有希望，一時卻告訴自己一切都太遲了。一時我甚至問自己到底是什麼人，到底想怎樣，到底可不可以不要那麼糊塗，那麼矛盾，想那麼多… 明明生活可以過得簡簡單單，自己卻知道自己不會甘心，不會甘心自己沒有嘗試去做自己想要做的事，甚至不會甘心自己做不到自己想要做的事。

我只想去唱歌給別人聽，我只想擁有自己的音樂。我只想透過音樂去表達自己，我只想透過音樂去傳達神的話語。我只想去做自己喜歡做的事，那就是 - 唱歌，因為我熱愛音樂，音樂就如我生命。有錯嗎？

I’m depress..

God, please help me!

生活充實了，
方向卻模糊了…
表面上很清楚自己想要的是什麼，
事實上卻不知該怎麼去爭取…
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Last Saturday.

Went back to school in the morning for the Librarian Installation. My feedback would be..

Theme for 2008 - Horoscope . . .
Not creative. Used before when I was in my Grade 8. Should think of something else.
Visitation Card, Souvenir and Guest Tag . . .
I don’t like the visitation card, don’t have guest name. Effort can be seen in the souvenir though, not bad. The guest tag was simple but very nice, I like it. Overall, well done.
Retirement Ceremony . . .
Not enough seats. No plan B when there was technique problem. Hosts were not well-prepared and I don’t like the power point presentation at all. Overall, everything was all over the place. Not good.
Presentation . . . I enjoyed myself very much despite of the unclear dialogs. Well done.
Food and drinks . . . No variety, taste not bad but not good. Overall, not good.
Games . . . Something different this year. Well done.

After the installation, a bunch of us went to Chao Lu to have a drink. It was fun meeting and chatting with the old friends. There were 22 of us and yet again, I’ve took some pictures. (coming soon) Later, we went to Time Square. We walked around and of course, we went to the arcade. Gosh, I missed my Ez2D very much! So I danced 4 rounds, which is 13 songs in total and one round of PPP. o(^^o)(o^^)o *happy happy* (though I suffered after that.. muscle pain TAT)

Yet another awesome Saturday I had. =]

Questionaire.

01. At what age do you wish to marry?
Never thought about it before. o_o
When I meet my Mr. Right and when he’s able to take care of me I guess.

02. If you can turn into anything, what do you wish you can turn into?
A handsome boy. So I can style my hair, having no trouble to find nice clothes
and be the coolest. Hahaha. I’m weird. =P

03. What job are you doing now?
You mean now? A blogger. =P I’m a full time daughter, sister, friend and student too. Never stop learning until your death.

04. Where is the place that you want to go most?
Japan first, Taiwan second! <3

05. If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
To have all my dreams come true! Perfect huh. Hahaha.

06. Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
Of course. It’s a symbol of God’s promise, just like what Yvonne said. =]

07. What are you afraid to lose the most right now?
Love from God, my family and friends.
To love and be loved.

08. What cheers you up for the rest of the day?
When I wake up and know that I’m still breathing.

09. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
I will never dare to.

10. List out three good things of the person who tagged you.
Yvonne is a cheerful and bubbly friend. A creative writer and blogger too.

11. List three good things about yourself.
What do you think? Maybe you can tell me. =]

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
Immature and fake. ==

13. What would you do if you won a million dollars?
Donate generously, use wisely and save for emergency.
Most importantly, don’t simply waste it.

14. What is your favourite drama series?
Nothing comes into my mind. Seriously.
Or should I say, too many?

15. What would you want to be after you’re dead?
Peacefully fly up to Heaven. =]

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
Definitely my laziness.

17. What is your favourite color?
Black and white, brown and sometimes blue.

18. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My bed, at this moment. Haha.
Can’t think of anything, because everything seems important to me.

19. What is weirdest/scariest dream that you ever had?
There are thousand kind of insects in my bedroom. O_O
I truly hate insects, the scary monsters.

20. What would you do if tomorrow was the last day of the world?
Sing a song. That’s what in my mind now.

I’m tagging anyone who wants to do this meme. You, maybe?