about

She's an ordinary girl with a bunch of weird
ideas. A passionate dreamer and a music lover.
Trying to seize the day and enjoy every second
of her life. Own this little world that composed
by the ears, feelings and instinct..
Welcome to Faye's timeFlies. 10-qifei.

Recently.. 27May08 +4

  • I can’t online at home now cause the extension line spoiled for don’t-know-what reason (stare at my brother), so I can only blog during my free time at work. Will definitely get a new one after camp. My brother just bought a new one.
  • Yes, camp. My youth is having a retreat this Thursday, then church family camp the next day at the same place. Lots of work to do and prepare as I’m on duty, which tells why I’m so darn busy recently.
  • I seriously need to make a to-do list, to make sure I did my job completely.
  • I’m going to sick, but I don’t have time to rest. And my face’s condition is getting worse, going to see the doctor later.. maybe. Gosh.
  • I actually enjoy my dancing class very much. =] And I started to go jogging whenever I can after my work, which is a good thing to do - exercise.
    (Anna: We shall talk about our plan via email after camp lol, ok?)
  • My contact lens went inside my eyeball yesterday. o_o Luckily, I was able to take it out before it went deeper inside. It was darn scary. Gosh.
  • Congratulation to my cousin who just got married. It was unexpected though..
  • I’m addicted to Minesweeper.

A prayer. 22May08 +2

Dear Heavenly Father,

There are so many things happened recently. Both good and bad. But first of all, I would like to pray for the people in Si Chuan. Please guide and lead them away from their nightmares Lord. Let them know that there’s still hope, light and a God watching over them. Please give them strength to hold on life, strength to go overcome the pain and never give up, especially those who’ve lost their love ones. May You open our hearts to pray and give them our helping hands. Together we show them our love and support, and let them know that they’re not alone. And Lord, please give them knowledge to rebuild the town. It’ll be a long way, but You’ll be there for them and show them Your love and mercy. Go forward Si Chuan!

Secondly, I would like to thank God for Your blessing as well. Just when I decided to let go a little, just a little, You provided my needs. I’m so grateful Lord. You make me realized that I can and I should let go of my worries and learn how to depend on You. I’m not sure if I’ve Your permission to walk the way I always wanted to, but I’m sure I’ll have You to walk with me, and I’m learning to put You first in whatever I do.

Lastly, I would like to pray for a better day every tomorrow, especially for the people in Si Chuan. Good health for everyone as well.

In Jesus Name I pray,
Amen.

*cut cut 15May08 +10

I gained weight.. O___O

Mum: “Not surprising. Before you got yourself a job, you used to skip breakfast everyday (used to wake up at.. 11pm? heh), and sometimes even lunch. Now? You’re taking all three meals every single day. Haha.” (laugh)

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NOOO!!! I’m going to *cut cut CUT!!!
Cut down rice, cut down snacks and sugary food, cut down oily food, cut down meat.. let me die diao suan le la I’m serious. I really need to control my eating habit.. gosh.

Jia you, Faye. You can do it. No, I can’t. T__T
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Brainwash myself. 14May08 +3

Say no to It’s too late, which been haunting me and making my life miserable.
Say yes to Tomorrow will be a better day, which hopefully makes my life brighter.

Mum is right, I shouldn’t rush myself. The fact that I keep telling myself It’s too late it’s because I’m feeling insecure for my future, and I’m hoping desperate to see results. As the result, I indirectly blinded myself from seeing the things He had blessed me..

Recently, I finally realized the little result that I’ve actually already provided, after I finished singing an old song titled I believe (Chinese version) when I was driving home. I realized that I should stop worrying and start doing something about my future, no matter how limited things I can do at the moment.

Yes, I brainwashed myself, which makes me feel better now.
Brainwashing (come on, you know what I mean) is good. Trust me. =]

Stupid rashes. 11May08 +5

Doctor: “You must cut down carbohydrate, like rice (my lunch and dinner.. o_o), noodle (my alternative lunch), bread (my breakfast) and biscuit (my snacks.. T_T). Cut down spicy food as well. Eat more vegetable, less meat. Drink more water and juice. I’ll give you some medicine and cream to apply before you sleep, come back to see me again two weeks later.”

Me: “Let me die then.” Just kidding