Yesterday, the youth performed a song for the Friends Forever musical preview at mother church. We had a worship service before the performance, and a message after that. Nothing much, except some feedbacks that I would like to make..

1. I don’t think we did a great job, but can surely improve if we’re well prepared.
2. Makeup.. okey. But stage makeup.. not okey.
3. No offense. But he’s probably the worst worship leader I’ve ever seen so far.
   (at least, I’m not the only one who thinks like that..)
4. I think the musicians did quite well, except the tambourine dancers.
5. Anyway, I love my worship team. <3
6. The message was good. I enjoyed it.
7. Although the stage in mother church is bigger than Klbcc, I don’t really enjoyed performing up there.

The end.

This movie really touched my heart. It’s a poignant action drama that punches straight into the heart and mind of a boy who fights like a man, so he can become a woman. It shows how a boy believing that he’s a girl trapped in a boy’s body since childhood, struggle to fight earning for a living and to achieve his ultimate goal of total femininity. How a boy fighting a larger and more frightening demon outside of the ring than in, struggle to find the inner peace that can change the shape and nature of his body corresponding to what is in his heart and mind.

Beautiful Boxer truly mines the most beauty from an abundance of genuine heart…

It’s definitely a must-see movie. Lead actor Asanee Suwan really did a tremendous job by giving a brilliant and brave performance, both as a shy boy-girl in the masculine, sweaty-body world of kick boxing camp, and as a tormented androgynous star struggling with his sexuality. He almost made me believe that he’s a transvestite and an experienced actor. But the truth is, he’s just a professional boxer with no previous acting experience at all.

He fights like a man to become a woman.

I truly respect her, the real-life Nong Toom.
Click here for more information about the movie.

We can hardly receive greeting cards nowadays, but surprisingly I got one yesterday! It’s from one of my classmate, and it’s so sweet! Though it’s just a simple little card, but the content of the card and our friendship is priceless. I’m so happy. *smile*

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I like midnights. They’re so calming and relaxing. I can even think better and concentrate more on my writings, which is one of the reasons why I enjoy blogging at midnight.

Guess I’m a night person? Or it’s just a bad habit of mine? Though I know sleeping late is definitely not a healthy thing to do. Yeah seriously, I know. But I just couldn’t resist not sleeping late nowadays, especially if I haven’t check my blog yet. What a stupid excuse huh. *laugh*

I enjoy listening to music at midnight too. That’s probably when I can listen to every single details of a song, including the pianist, guitarist, drummer.. Eventually, my soul will melts into that song and flows with the melody or starts imagining things. Sometimes, my emotions may even rule over me. I love that feeling. Feels really good.

Midnights.. I just love their moment of peace and silence.

It’s not everything, but it’s definitely something big that can make our life easier. I’m sure no one can deny that. Not even you, or me.

I’m thinking..

If only I’ve got the money, I wouldn’t have to stand at the crossroad now, not knowing where and which way to go. I could have just buy a digital piano, and start attending piano lessons already. I could have just get myself a car, and start working in the cafe as a singer already. I could have just study the course that I like, and start pursuing my dreams already.

Without the money, there’re so many things I need to consider before I can do. Don’t get me wrong, doesn’t mean that if you’ve got the money, you can do whatever things you want without any consideration. But in my case, especially after finished my high school, I couldn’t study the course I like best. Why? Because the music industry here in my place is very small and isn’t much appreciated. I won’t be able to wan sik..

So, what to do?

I don’t know. I don’t like to force myself to study something I don’t like, I wouldn’t do that either. Luckily, I’m very grateful to have my family, especially my mum and my friends to support me, in whatever I might be next time. They’re just awesome people~ as always. *smile* Love them.

Still figuring what to do next..

Maybe I should just start saving money first, since it’s so useful and.. I don’t really want to use this word but it’s kinda true - powerful. Yeah.. I really think so.