about

She's an ordinary girl with a bunch of weird
ideas. A passionate dreamer and a music lover.
Trying to seize the day and enjoy every second
of her life. Own this little world that composed
by the ears, feelings and instinct..
Welcome to Faye's timeFlies. 10-qifei.

Locked: Love. 29Jan08 +locked

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Interesting blogs. 25Jan08 +5

I’ve been reading quite a number of blogs recently, and I really enjoyed reading some of them. Their blogs inspired me in many different ways. Sometimes, I just wish I could write as good as them. I envy them very much.

I realized there’re three factors that can make a blog interesting. (to me at least)
The first one, is definitely your life and experience. You share thoughts through an experience, doesn’t it? And sometimes, followed by pictures lol. *poke Yvonne* I think most of us had achieved that, especially young adults. As you grow older and look back to what you’ve written in the past few years, it comes to the point that you are changing and becoming more mature. Eventually, your blog’s content started to change too! Without you realizing it.

The second one, is your language and words that you used. That’s the turning point of it. That’s where an ugly worm, can turned to become a beautiful butterfly. Lol. It’s the way you describe things, the way you express your feelings and emotion, and the way you explain your ideas and thoughts. Not everyone of us are able to do that figuratively. I can’t. Since I’ve limited vocabulary and average writing skill only for English. -_- I wish I could next time. At least I’m trying at the moment. Heh.

And the last but not least, is your signature style of writing. This is where the way you open and end your stories, symbols and smilies that you used in between, elements that you’ve put inside e.g. non-related pictures, your lining and paragraphing, and the font style e.g. bold and italic that you’ve used to highlight something, plays an important role in developing your own signature style. Most of us have the same common style of writing. You can hardly find someone who has his/her own unique style of writing. But hardly find, doesn’t mean you can’t find. At least I found some of them, whose blog I’ll always visit. Just love reading their blogs! So nicely written. >.<

Maybe I should start practising more on my writing skills already, and then start to develop my own signature style of writing. At least, to make my blog more interesting. Heh.

Undecidable. 24Jan08 +4

After chatting with Aelyn, I have the urge returning to the web community again. In fact, I always do. But even though I have time to do it now, I got stuck everytime when I try to design something new. It seems like my brain isn’t functioning well lately. Guess my brain is getting old. xD

I’m sorry if I disappointed some of you. *poke Aelyn and Elena* I told you that I’ll be back really soon but the truth is, I can’t really tell or even dare to say and promise when exactly I can be back now anymore. My urge is there but my muse and inspiration aren’t. I might need a longer time in order to design something great for my brand new start, or hopefully shorter. (I actually thought of something during my bath just now.. but not sure whether I can pull it off or not.. I’ll try my best though.) And oh by the way, I got a name in my mind for my new graphic site already. But bleh, I’m not telling you. Haha. Just hope that I’ll be able to use it soon. (and hopefully nobody used it already cause I’m too lazy to think again. >.<)

Anyway, thank you very much <333 to those who commented or read and asked personally about my previous post. I felt very grateful to have so many good friends around who cares and willing to lend me an ear. Love you guys always!

To Vicky: I had my third driving lessons and finished learning everything, like side parking, U-turning and etc. Now, I’ll just need to practice more on my driving skills and get used to it. I’m having fun. Hehe.

[Edited] OMG! I can’t believe I missed out Essenxa’s contest! ｡・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ・｡
If only I realized how awesome the prizes are just a bit earlier.. *kick own butt*
Argh!!! Chance to get a new domain. Puff! Gone.

I hate it. 21Jan08 +8

I made a bad decision, and it was a big mistake..
It was something that I wouldn’t want to think, talk or even write about.
Until I received a call this morning..
Then again I realized..

I’ve really made a damn big stupid, the worst ever decision of my life.

I was wrong.. so wrong..
I think I won’t be able to forget about it.
Cause I know one day, I’ll still have to face it..
Even though, how much I hate it.

And God, please forgive me.

Unhealthy lifestyle.. 19Jan08 +4

.. which I’m pretty much having now.
And I guess my body is like a ticking bomb, ready to explode anytime.

Tick.. tock..

I’ve been sleeping very late recently, as in 2am or later for almost every night. o_o Even sometimes if I’ve worked the whole day without resting and I know that my body had reached its limit, which means that I could have just fall asleep at any second, I didn’t. My body is exhausted, but my mind stays on the computer. Sleeping late seems like a habit to me now. Then again, I’ll wake up late in the next morning. (or even worse if I HAVE TO wake up early) Automatically, I skipped my breakfast and have brunch instead. But sometimes, I’ll even skip both. == Nah, I’m not on diet. But if you ask me why, the reason would be another one of my unhealthy habits lately - sitting in front of the computer for almost the whole damn day every single day, until I’ve no time to feed myself. *shake my head* sigh. And o so great, I hurt my lower back. Dammit. I can’t even move well now, and it’s driving me crazy. I’m so suck huh..

Tick.. tock..

I’m lacking of sleep. I’m lacking of nutrition. I’m lacking of discipline. I hurt my back.
And if I’m not going to do a single thing to improve my lifestyle..

Tick.. tock..

I’ll be in hell. One day for sure.