A blessed Christmas. 25Dec07
+8
It’s been a very busy and fruitful Christmas this year. Fruitful as in getting to experience many new things, catching up with my old friends and of course, getting closer to my friends and family. Despite the failure of making 25 Christmas gifts, I actually bought something for my buddies last minute and spent a hell lot of time wrapping them. It was all worth it, though I slept at 3am yesterday and have to wake up at 6am in the next morning. ==;
I overslept by the way. But luckily I wasn’t late. *swt
Anyway, yesterday was like a roller coaster ride. Because of the rain, I had to do some last minute Christmas shopping all by myself. After that, I had to take bus to go to the church, but the rain got heavier. Although I brought an umbrella, no doubt my shoes were all wet. I hate it. Then unfortunately, the bus that I took changed its route last minute. Great. I had to cancel my dinner with Dorcas and walk another extra miles to reach the church. My mood was very bad indeed. I cried. I thought I’ll be having dinner all by myself again, but thanked God, I met Kevin and Lee Kee. We had our dinner opposite the church. Later, we went to meet with the others and get prepared for our performance. We did makeup and face paint, since we were doing mime. It was fun.
I reached home at 12 something. And like what I’ve mentioned, I wrapped the presents and slept at 3am. I was exhausted but excited for tomorrow. The next morning, pastor came to fetch me. After having breakfast, the worship team had a short jamming before the Christmas service starts. I was doing backup, and I enjoyed it very much. The service was great, the performance was great. And I got to meet and catch up with my old friends, I had a great time.
At night, I had dinner with my family at my grandmother’s house. The food was superb, especially the turkey and my favorite mushroom soup. <3
I just love Christmas. ♥
*sigh 23Dec07
+2
It’s almost 2am now, and I’m very disappointed and upset at the moment. There should be at least 25 christmas gifts on my table now, wrapped nicely with a small little card writing: “Merry Christmas!” to be given away to all my beloved friends tomorrow.
But I failed to make it.
I’ve wasted my mum’s time and money to help me preparing the chocolate fruit dip, which did not come out like what I’ve expected.. They don’t taste bad but not any better, and they look ugly. I wouldn’t want to give my friends a gift that I myself doesn’t like it. I wouldn’t want to give my friends a gift just for the seek of giving it..
So now what?
All my preparation wasted.
All my plans ruined.
Argh!
I’m sorry mum. And I hate myself.
Busy but happy. 21Dec07
+1
It’s another December, and Christmas is around the corner. There’re so many things to do and prepare. I can’t breath. I can’t wait for Christmas, but I can’t wait for Christmas to be over too. One of reasons is meeting Kaede, and most probably Joshi. Can’t wait to dance on the platform with them again, especially after this..
Kaede: There’re 3 of them (Ez2D) in Sunway!
Faye: OMG O_O I’m so wanna be there right now.
Kaede: Me too.
Anyway, I got a summary for my busy-ness:
Have to prepare 70 friendship bands for the children in the hospital by this Saturday + 30 christmas gifts for my friends and family by this Sunday + looking for a job and attending interviews + making CNY cookies every weekends + having practices for Christmas events = the air is getting thinner.
Can’t blame anyone though. I myself got myself into troubles.
But I’m enjoying it, so who cares.
I’m happy, that’s it. =)
Fay vs PC 18Dec07
+6
Fay: “PC, I need you to check my email and facebook.”
PC: “…”
Fay: “PC?”
PC: “…”
Fay: “What’s wrong with you? Are you sick?”
PC: “I don’t know.. I can’t even move my hands!”
Fay: “What?! Oh gosh.. I think I better call Uncle Peter now.”
.. 2 weeks later.
PC: “I’m back.”
Fay: “Thank God!”
Sleepless nights.. 01Dec07
+5
I hate it. It was torturing me. I was so tired and my body was exhausted, yet. I couldn’t fall asleep. Worst still, headache and hunger were then started to hunt me too. They made me suffer, they were so evil..
Despite of my Chinese papers, exams and studies shouldn’t been bothering me anymore. So what’s the problem now? Why I still have sleepless night? *sigh
I hate myself. I guess I know what’s the reason - my mind just couldn’t stop working.
Think too much = Sleepless night.
O well, I passed my mathematics anyway.
Interested on what’s in my mind?
Let’s see..
Dear Faye,
I wonder when Elaine and I can go out yam cha again.. Maybe I should tell her about it.. hm. Hopefully I managed to find a part time job near my place. Leisure Mall would be the best place, but Bukit Bintang there seems to have a lot more choices and chances.. Maybe I can go to work with mum. Pavillion also not bad wor.. but how to get there? *imagine that I’m working* O ya, find one day must go sing k with Siew Yang. Maybe I should ask Kang Yee or Cc to join as well. I want to watch Enchanting, but I want to save money to buy a keyboard wor. I wonder how much a keyboard would cost? Maybe I should ask mum to ask Teacher Yong about it. Argh, I should ask Elaine about it just now. Hm.. can’t wait to see him tomorrow. *imagine about him* Can’t wait to sing again, but Raymond’s worship leading.. Hopefully the songs are not difficult to sing.. sigh. Yeah, I finished the new layout already. But I’m very lazy to change, sure there’re lots of coding and alignment problems. I still prefer something simple, like Aiko’s. I envy her man. I wonder when I can write like her.. sigh. Maybe I should just download and use a simple wordpress theme. Then I should start working with the premades and a new layout for Eque. But should I use back Existique? It’s not a brand new start anymore if I use back Eque, but I can’t think of other names. Emagine is so common, argh. Can’t wait to be back to the community, but I don’t think brother will allow me to use mum’s credit card to buy a new domain ne. Maybe I should just ask someone to host me first, but I don’t want to move here and there anymore. I’m lazy. Gosh, I want to sleep. God, please let me sleep. Sleep.. sleep.. sleep. Argh! I can’t sleep. I’ve the urge to blog now, but it’s almost 3 already.. or 3 something already? I’m so hungry.. O ya, I should start to learn cooking from my mum already. I promised her, but forgotten. I wonder what kind of saurce I can make for my mashed potato, and works well with tomato. Maybe I should spend a day to test it. How I wish to make something great, then invite Elaine, Dorcas, Claire and the others to have lunch or dinner together. Not a bad idea anyway. Ooo.. I need to work out already. I’m fat. Maybe I should start to go jogging every morning. But jog alone seems.. a bit stupid. Maybe I can ask Siew Yang to accompany me.. or the auntie next door? I wonder how much a membership of Fitness First would cost.. Wah, I need a lot of money to do a lot of things that I want man. I’m so poor. Guess I should start to find a part time job really soon. Em.. I should ask dad to teach me how to drive already. I don’t know anything. But driving lessons are going to start soon. *imagine the way I drive* Brother sure ask me to fetch mum to the market on Sunday morning. No wonder he’s willing to sponsor me. He’s evil man. How I wish to leave Malaysia as soon as possible. But am I able to give all out for my dream? I don’t know man. It’s so hard. Never mind, God will guide me for sure. Hm.. form 6. MBS doesn’t offer Chinese. Maybe I should check out on the other schools first. But study MBS would be great. I know the place, I know the bus uncle, I can meet Samuel, Jeremy, Ian and some old friends there. *sigh* Have to wear uniform, white socks and shoes again. I want to cut my hair! But if I really going to study form 6, I can’t ne. Argh. I hate school rules. I want to sleep. Sleep.. sleep.. sleeeeep… come on!
Love,
Your lovely mind
OMG, you just read my mind man. o_o
But no wonder I had sleepless nights.
