I fell too deep. 03Sep06 +0

.. until I can’t let go the feeling anymore, I don’t want to either. I knew how much he loves her but yet I covered the truth with lies, giving myself false hope.. I know I’m acting like a fool, trying to make my own fantasy world which did not exist.

I wanted to tell him how much I love him, how worried am I when it’s raining outside while he’s driving, how jealous am I when he’s having fun with other girls, how unhappy am I when he’s not smiling and.. how much I miss him now.

I want to be with him.. I want to be his girl, his beloved. The one who get to care for him, love him and give him happiness. The one who is closer to him compared to a friend or a sister. The one who get to show him all the feelings without hiding..

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