No pain, no gain. 10Jun08 +2Almost after every Sunday, I’ll be having muscle pain and bruises everywhere. Yeah, after my dance lesson. But I’m actually quite happy about it lol. Well, at least it shows my effort and how serious I am to learn the dance right? No pain, no gain. wiki ↗ It’s the same in our life. Most of the time in life, we learn from our mistakes. Sometimes, we may even need to sacrifice something in order to gain something. And we tend to appreciate things more, only after we’ve lose something dear to us.. No pain, no gain. At least from it I learned to see things in God’s way and how to look at things positively. Both good and bad things. It’s a good phase to remember, don’t you think so? =] A prayer. 22May08 +2Dear Heavenly Father, There are so many things happened recently. Both good and bad. But first of all, I would like to pray for the people in Si Chuan. Please guide and lead them away from their nightmares Lord. Let them know that there’s still hope, light and a God watching over them. Please give them strength to hold on life, strength to go overcome the pain and never give up, especially those who’ve lost their love ones. May You open our hearts to pray and give them our helping hands. Together we show them our love and support, and let them know that they’re not alone. And Lord, please give them knowledge to rebuild the town. It’ll be a long way, but You’ll be there for them and show them Your love and mercy. Go forward Si Chuan! Secondly, I would like to thank God for Your blessing as well. Just when I decided to let go a little, just a little, You provided my needs. I’m so grateful Lord. You make me realized that I can and I should let go of my worries and learn how to depend on You. I’m not sure if I’ve Your permission to walk the way I always wanted to, but I’m sure I’ll have You to walk with me, and I’m learning to put You first in whatever I do. Lastly, I would like to pray for a better day every tomorrow, especially for the people in Si Chuan. Good health for everyone as well. In Jesus Name I pray, Brainwash myself. 14May08 +3Say no to It’s too late, which been haunting me and making my life miserable. Mum is right, I shouldn’t rush myself. The fact that I keep telling myself It’s too late it’s because I’m feeling insecure for my future, and I’m Recently, I finally realized the little result that I’ve actually already provided, after I finished singing an old song titled I believe (Chinese version) when I was driving home. I realized that I should stop worrying and start doing something about my future, no matter how limited things I can do at the moment. Yes, I brainwashed myself, which makes me feel better now. I just want to.. 09May08 +4不知為何近來時間過得特別慢，有很多想做的事都無法去做。是時間還沒成熟？還是一切都太遲了呢？日子一天一天的過著，心情卻一天比一天的沉重。心裡多麼希望自己可以為自己的夢想做一點事，但卻有心無力。我想放棄，但媽媽驚訝的那一番話卻鼓勵了我 : “你還年輕，現在不拚等到什麼時候才拚啊？你想要做什麼,就要勇敢地去爭取，不要理會別人怎樣想，最重要是你自己到底想要怎樣。遇到困難，挫折是必定的，所以不能害怕。” 或許是因為她曾經錯過，所以不希望歷史重演，也希望我會有出頭的一天。 “想太多” 這句話用在我身上是最適合不過了。雖然很清楚自己想要的是什麼，也很清楚自己正在做的是什麼，卻顧慮重重，沒事拿事來煩，心裡不斷地告訴自己：“太遲了！” 耐心越來越少了，時間也自然顯得越來越慢了。一時覺得還有希望，一時卻告訴自己一切都太遲了。一時我甚至問自己到底是什麼人，到底想怎樣，到底可不可以不要那麼糊塗，那麼矛盾，想那麼多… 明明生活可以過得簡簡單單，自己卻知道自己不會甘心，不會甘心自己沒有嘗試去做自己想要做的事，甚至不會甘心自己做不到自己想要做的事。 我只想去唱歌給別人聽，我只想擁有自己的音樂。我只想透過音樂去表達自己，我只想透過音樂去傳達神的話語。我只想去做自己喜歡做的事，那就是 - 唱歌，因為我熱愛音樂，音樂就如我生命。有錯嗎？ I’m depress.. God, please help me! 06May08 +0生活充實了， |
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