Time Flies

A day to remember.

Venue: Sunway Pyramid
Date: January 3rd, 2008 (Thursday)
Time: 12pm - 5.30pm
With: Kaede and Joshi
Activities: Ez2D - Lunch - Ez2D - Walk walk - Ez2D
Lunch at: Agenji? Ramen.
Interesting topic: Are they (you know who you are) a couple? Hehe.
Wanna improve: Real & Club modes and body stamina.
Other plans: More Ez2D yay! and Neway.
Mood: Very happy. xD

Summary: I had a great day meeting and dancing with Kaede and Joshi again. Gosh, it’s been almost 2 years since our last met. I also begun to enjoy dancing in Real and Club modes, well thanks to them haha. Unfortunately, I can only meet them once in awhile since Sunway is a bit too far from my place. (unless I took my license haha) Argh! I’m so gonna miss Ez2D again. T.T

My future?

I’m a planner. I like to plan this and that for my future ALOT.. but to be honest, I do not know exactly which way I should go or pursue. Although I know very well what’s my passion and interest, but I realized they’re all 50:50. They can either make me very successful, or I’m totally dead. You want to gain something? You’ll definitely have to lose something. Agree? At least I do. And why 50:50? Basically because I’m a right-brainer. Lol.

Above all of my other plans, I always planned to study animation in Japan. I don’t consider myself as a very artistic person, but I do LOVE arts very very much. An artistic lover instead? Lol. I love anime and manga, until I thought of drawing one myself. I consider almost everything as a part of art including music, life, a woman’s naked body (don’t think something beyond that please..) and etc. BUT, I do realized that I’m not a very talented artist afterall. There’s no doubt that I can draw, but always lacking of originality which an artist must have, and I’m still searching for it. Moreover, I doubt if I can be a successful one in Malaysia.. or worse still if in Japan - the ruler of animation in the world!! (to me) I think you started to understand what does 50:50 means, especially when I’m not a rich girl. So, studying in Japan isn’t my first choice anymore, neither to be an artist.

It’s really a dream comes true IF my work is my passion, which is music. Again to be mentioned, I just LOVE to sing, I mean ALOT. I love to sing in front of people, especially my friends and the music lovers. Music represents my feelings, my thoughts and my love for God, my family and friends. Wonderful huh? Indeed, it’s amazing. Sometimes, I’ll sing when I’m praying. Instead of opening the Bible, I’ll refer the praise and worship song book sometimes after finished praying, then I’ll start singing again. Lol. I plan to leave Malaysia and pursue my dreams in Taiwan. Since I already have Chinese base, my mum is willing to stay with me there somedays, the living cost there is definitely lower than Japan, and I’ve plenty of choice working there, I know I can still survive without achieving my dreams there. Now, I’m seriously considering staying in Taiwan with my mum in the future. Love the food there btw.<3

If, I mean IF there’s no way for me to leave Malaysia (which is quite impossible) or I found my true love here and tend to get married, then everything will be different. I’ll most probably forget about chasing my dreams and be with my beloved forever. <3 Or I’ll most probably doing odd jobs and freelance for web designing. Or if God has a better way for me, I’ll just have to follow Him. =)

After SPM, I’ll most probably stop furthering my study. Once, I thought of taking foundation courses followed by degree. Now, I just want to study for certificates (most probably for web design) and start working to save money and pay the fees. I’m going to learn guitar and piano after my SPM btw. *giggle*

End of my most-probably-my-future story.

Just a thought.

Life is my music, or music is my life? I’m not too sure. Can it be both? Lol.

I like to use songs to represent my feelings and thoughts. I can listen one single song over and over again once it suits my mood that moment, sometimes even tears a little.. or a lot? *hint* You might think that I’m crazy but whether you like it or not, that’s the way I live my life with my passion for music.

I love to sing. I mean ALOT. Those who sit around me knew that, especially Hazel, Hong Sook and Aishah. “I feel like singing.” or “You rise me up~!” are the sign for them to get ready their earplug. *lmao* Just kidding. But I do sing 24-7. *giggle* Gladly most of my friends enjoy my singing. *poke Chi Yin and Jia Ern* I once thought of making a music blog. How? Post a few sentences of song lyrics that represent my mood on each of the post, or record and upload my voice here. Sounds good? Hehe. But the problem is, most of the songs I listen and sing are in Chinese. ^^; So.. never mind, just forget about it. Or maybe next time. Hah.

It’s not weird or surprise that I thought of becoming a singer right? Lol. Well, I do admit that but at the same time, I don’t deny that I’m not a cute or pretty girl. No chance huh? Guess so. But never mind, at lease I get to lead people into worship for the Lord now. *giggle* However, I do plan to do some singing odd jobs next time after my high school. *hint* Join a competition? It’ll be my last option. But I truly regreted for not joining Confucian Idol. First place gets RM300! *sob* Fine.. fine. *sob* Eh? Don’t laugh at me lah. Sometimes daydreams will make a person’s life more colourful. Haha.

Anyway, I’m still going to study animation since the path to the entertainment world is not an easy path to travel. Animation world is not as easy though. >.<

But what to do? I’m the right-brainer after all. Lol.

Music Album

I’ve finally finished uploading my new layout, titled Music Album. Do leave some comments and I hope you’ll like this simple yet elegant (to me) new layout. Anyway, I’ve lost my mood to blog now. I’ll blog again a few days later, and most probably a very long one. Jane.

A special day.

A day to be remembered as an official worship leader. x3
Let me describe the whole scene..

Starting
After greeting everyone, I started to share some of my personal thoughts. I have actually wrote down what to say behind the song lyrics as a guide, but I was still very nervous, and my English started to get broken with all the la and lo. However, I got a compliment from John. Thanks ya.

Jesus, You’re my firm foundation.
This was my first song. It’s a very old song, which normally I wouldn’t choose, but it suits today’s message. The key was a little bit too high for me, but overall, it was okey.

Yours is the Kingdom.
This is a new song, which never been sang before in our church until today. I like this song very very much. It’s a pretty fast song, and a little rocky lol. Besides, the song lyric is very nice too, so I decided to share and introduce this new song to everyone. I’m very grateful to have a very supportive worship team for willing to practice and play hard for this new song. *poke Alvin and Hon Whi*

I could sing of Your love forever.
Some of you might remember that I’ve posted the lyrics of this song here before. I requested the guitarist to play solo at the start and the worship team to transpose the chorus after the bridge. Glad the song went well and hopefully, it touched some of the hearts? Hehe.

Refuge.
I said a prayer when Kevin was playing the intro of this song. I tried not to show my nerve when praying but.. ^^; it was quite obvious I guess. I think I presented this song quite okey. At least I saw people raising up their hands during the chorus. So cool.

How could I live without You.
I love this song very much. It sounds like a love song, the title already shows I guess. This song really touched my heart. I wanted to transpose the chorus, but I didn’t cause I don’t want to trouble the musicians to play so many different chords for so many different songs. Maybe I’ll try it next time. Hehe.

One Desire.
This was the last song, and I didn’t end it well. I should repeat one more chorus before I put an end to it. However, I like the bridge very much. I like how the musicians built up and down the songs, very nice.

Offering
I choosed Stand up for Jesus as the offering song because again, it suits the message of the day. But the key is too high for me, so my mum said that she couldn’t hear my voice. Maybe next time, I should choose a song that is suitable to my voice rather than the message.

Ending
I got some compliments, as well as some very useful comments from the worship team members. Overall, I’ve improved, but I know there’re still lots of room for improvement. I hope I’ve learnt from my mistakes and I know that I can actually do better. I’ll still continue to sing for the Lord anyway. =)