about

She's an ordinary girl with a bunch of weird
ideas. A passionate dreamer and a music lover.
Trying to seize the day and enjoy every second
of her life. Own this little world that composed
by the ears, feelings and instinct..
Welcome to Faye's timeFlies. 10-qifei.

I’m not leading, but You. 28Jun08 +1

I’m just a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You, hear me when I’m calling
Lord You catch me when I’m falling
And You’ve told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

I am not the leader
I am not leading
Cause I am Yours
And You are my leader
You are leading me

You are the reason that I sing.

Everyday © 1999 Houston 06Jun08 +6

What to say, Lord? It’s
You who gave me life and I
Can’t explain just how
Much You mean to me now
That You have saved me, Lord
I give all that I am to You
That everyday I can
Be a light that shines Your name

Everyday, Lord, I’ll
Learn to stand upon Your word
And I pray that I
That I might come to know You more
That You would guide me with every single step I take, that
Everyday I can
Be Your light unto the world

Everyday, it’s You I live for
Everyday, I’ll follow after You
Everyday, I’ll walk with You, my Lord

It’s You I live for, everyday.
This song pretty much explained everything. The way I feel now. =]

Anyway, I have the urge to change my layout. Or maybe modify just a lil?
We’ll see. Soon, very soon.

I just want to.. 09May08 +4

不知為何近來時間過得特別慢，有很多想做的事都無法去做。是時間還沒成熟？還是一切都太遲了呢？日子一天一天的過著，心情卻一天比一天的沉重。心裡多麼希望自己可以為自己的夢想做一點事，但卻有心無力。我想放棄，但媽媽驚訝的那一番話卻鼓勵了我 : “你還年輕，現在不拚等到什麼時候才拚啊？你想要做什麼,就要勇敢地去爭取，不要理會別人怎樣想，最重要是你自己到底想要怎樣。遇到困難，挫折是必定的，所以不能害怕。” 或許是因為她曾經錯過，所以不希望歷史重演，也希望我會有出頭的一天。

“想太多” 這句話用在我身上是最適合不過了。雖然很清楚自己想要的是什麼，也很清楚自己正在做的是什麼，卻顧慮重重，沒事拿事來煩，心裡不斷地告訴自己：“太遲了！” 耐心越來越少了，時間也自然顯得越來越慢了。一時覺得還有希望，一時卻告訴自己一切都太遲了。一時我甚至問自己到底是什麼人，到底想怎樣，到底可不可以不要那麼糊塗，那麼矛盾，想那麼多… 明明生活可以過得簡簡單單，自己卻知道自己不會甘心，不會甘心自己沒有嘗試去做自己想要做的事，甚至不會甘心自己做不到自己想要做的事。

我只想去唱歌給別人聽，我只想擁有自己的音樂。我只想透過音樂去表達自己，我只想透過音樂去傳達神的話語。我只想去做自己喜歡做的事，那就是 - 唱歌，因為我熱愛音樂，音樂就如我生命。有錯嗎？

I’m depress..

Woot! 29Feb08 +3

A day before yesterday, I suddenly had the urge to sing k, so I called Chi Yin and we went to Neway yesterday. It was fun as usual. (singing is always fun to me <3) And this time, I finally managed and remembered to take pictures. I even took some video clips and recorded our ugly voice muaha. But nah, I’m too kind to not pollute your ears, so I shall not show them publicly. (Chi Yin will kill me anyway) (^^;)

Dang dang! Our brunch (breakfast + lunch)! Looking nice huh, but taste.. not very good, not bad though. It’s ramen if I’m not mistaken, with half an egg, crab sticks, crab balls and whatever crabbie. Then we had lemon coke. Nice.

The ceiling of the room looks cool huh? I like especially the blue picture on top of the screen. Very nice. There was a little lonely lamppost at the corner of the room too. Look pretty nice. (though we were wondering why it was there at the first place cause looking a bit odd) As for the last picture, I’ve added some contrast on it because the original one is too dark, you won’t be able to see her. She’s Chi Yin by the way.

We had a great time.

A day to remember. 03Jan08 +3

Venue: Sunway Pyramid
Date: January 3rd, 2008 (Thursday)
Time: 12pm - 5.30pm
With: Kaede and Joshi
Activities: Ez2D - Lunch - Ez2D - Walk walk - Ez2D
Lunch at: Agenji? Ramen.
Interesting topic: Are they (you know who you are) a couple? Hehe.
Wanna improve: Real & Club modes and body stamina.
Other plans: More Ez2D yay! and Neway.
Mood: Very happy. xD

Summary: I had a great day meeting and dancing with Kaede and Joshi again. Gosh, it’s been almost 2 years since our last met. I also begun to enjoy dancing in Real and Club modes, well thanks to them haha. Unfortunately, I can only meet them once in awhile since Sunway is a bit too far from my place. (unless I took my license haha) Argh! I’m so gonna miss Ez2D again. T.T