Time Flies

I’ve learned my lesson.

I was so wrong.. I shouldn’t push myself too hard and try to do everything by myself while I knew my limits. Elaine was right, I should leave everything to God and learn to trust Him. I must always remind myself that “I can do all things through Christ who strengthen me.” — Philippians 4:13 not through my own strength. I should learn to pray more often and share my burden with others instead of keeping them.

I was alright this morning. Went to church early to have breakfast with June and Jess before the jamming, prepared small pieces of papers for Joseph and Amos to use later for the Valentine cheer and tidied the youth board’s decorating stuff. After the worship service, we skipped the sermon to practice our cheer. Guess that was the time where my mood started to drop bit by bit..

To be honest, I felt my cheer was terrible and a bit left out from the group. I was lost and seriously needed help while Yvonne’s team and the others were enjoying their cheer. I can’t hold it anymore so I cried in the toilet and prayed. Thank God for sending Claire over to help me, and having June around to cheer me up. *poke June and Claire* We managed to come out something and we tried our best to make the cheer as cheerful as possible. Thank God it was over and we did received some compliment, though our cheer was quite messy. Again Elaine was right, I shouldn’t mind and worry too much about the cheer, because as long as we’ve did our very best and did it with our hearts, everything will be fine. And most importantly, people enjoyed it and everyone was having fun.

I’ve learned my lessons..

I’m fine now, don’t worry. My current to-do list is very long, so I really need some times to plan a little of what I should do first now and then, or maybe try to drop some to-do which I can’t make it. Bye now.