"Desire awakens only those things that are thought possible"

Few days ago, I told my mum that I felt this emptiness, this something that was missing inside me. I couldn’t figure it out I didn’t know what it was, I just prayed about it. Few days later, I attended Worship Central and the message by Tim Hughes struck a chord with me straightaway. By then only I realized somehow somewhat there was this one moment, that I totally forgot about my dreams. I’m surprised.

Perhaps life itself is holding me back from moving towards my dreams; moved on but aimlessly. Turning me away from wanting to be different for God and this desire, this passion just slowly fading away. Perhaps doubt is playing its role to test my faith. Making me confused on what is right and what is wrong, questioning the answers that I had in my mind. Just so much more needs to be done to build and strengthen this faith, this faith that will bring me through not only my presence, but also be reminded of my past and most importantly, my future.

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart. — Hebrews 12:1-3

Fixing my eyes on Jesus is the answer of my prayer. Now that I’ve found the missing piece in me, I promise myself to hold on to my dreams and keep going from now onwards. This song just tells it all.

No Boundaries
by Kara DioGuardi

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

Cause here I am still holding on

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing
When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries

I fought to the limit to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don’t know where the futures heading
Nothing gonna bring me down
I’ve jumped every bridge and I’ve ran every line
I’ve risked being safe but I’ve always knew why
I always knew why

You can go higher you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there’s nothing between you and your dreams