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The author is just an ordinary girl, yet proud to be a child of God. She likes to sing but desire to sing only to boast her Father's Name, for His renown is the desire of her soul. "I can do all things through Christ who strengthen me." Philippians 4:13 keeps her going. She also likes to eat. Just bomb her with sushi at faywithoute@ gmail.com and she'll get back to you very soon.

I hate it.

I made a bad decision, and it was a big mistake..
It was something that I wouldn’t want to think, talk or even write about.
Until I received a call this morning..
Then again I realized..

I’ve really made a damn big stupid, the worst ever decision of my life.

I was wrong.. so wrong..
I think I won’t be able to forget about it.
Cause I know one day, I’ll still have to face it..
Even though, how much I hate it.

And God, please forgive me.

8 comments

  1. Dorcas posted at January 21st, 2008 11:19pm

    It happens… I’ve been through it… so, just share if u want to.

  2. Johnnyphua posted at January 22nd, 2008 12:09am

    Well, if u have problems, u can actually share it together.

    Even I have also made decisions which i truly regret in the end. All we need to do is to forget about it and continue on with our journey in life.

    Don’t worry, i’m sure u will be able to handle the situation well.

  3. Elena posted at January 22nd, 2008 04:33am

    I hope you are alright Faye! If you need to open up to someone you can always talk to me i guess. I hear its always good to confide in someone you don’t know in person. I hope things work out for you.

  4. Vicky posted at January 22nd, 2008 10:17am

    heh I’ve had that quite a few times last year, and I ended up wanting to kick myself.

    If you want to share, I’ll be here (and on MSN). I hope you’ll get through this alright.

    How’s driving going, btw?

  5. cLaire posted at January 22nd, 2008 08:18pm

    hey.. rmb God is owiz here for u to go to. No matter how wrong u r He won’t turn u away. trust in HIm to guide u thru it!
    n know dat u hav plenty of frens who r more than willing to listen to u and help u in any way they can. so dun hesitate to open up to sum1 k? it helps to share with sum1 u trust
    take care girl :)

  6. Halley posted at January 23rd, 2008 07:02am

    I’m sorry… things happens. I’m glad you came to this realization, it’s easier to deal, maybe? Everyone makes mistakes, we’ve all been there. I hope things gets better =]

  7. Azriel posted at January 23rd, 2008 12:13pm

    I pray for you the best and hope you get through it with the minimum of damage.

    And God forgives his children with unconditional love. Once stated again, everyone’s here for you.

  8. fay posted at January 24th, 2008 01:45am

    Thanks everyone! You guys truly rock! Thanks for caring and willing to lend me an ear. Thanks! =)

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