Time Flies

Sleepless nights..

I hate it. It was torturing me. I was so tired and my body was exhausted, yet. I couldn’t fall asleep. Worst still, headache and hunger were then started to hunt me too. They made me suffer, they were so evil..
Despite of my Chinese papers, exams and studies shouldn’t been bothering me anymore. So what’s the problem now? Why I still have sleepless night? *sigh
I hate myself. I guess I know what’s the reason - my mind just couldn’t stop working.

Think too much = Sleepless night.

O well, I passed my mathematics anyway.
Interested on what’s in my mind?
Let’s see..

Dear Faye,

I wonder when Elaine and I can go out yam cha again.. Maybe I should tell her about it.. hm. Hopefully I managed to find a part time job near my place. Leisure Mall would be the best place, but Bukit Bintang there seems to have a lot more choices and chances.. Maybe I can go to work with mum. Pavillion also not bad wor.. but how to get there? *imagine that I’m working* O ya, find one day must go sing k with Siew Yang. Maybe I should ask Kang Yee or Cc to join as well. I want to watch Enchanting, but I want to save money to buy a keyboard wor. I wonder how much a keyboard would cost? Maybe I should ask mum to ask Teacher Yong about it. Argh, I should ask Elaine about it just now. Hm.. can’t wait to see him tomorrow. *imagine about him* Can’t wait to sing again, but Raymond’s worship leading.. Hopefully the songs are not difficult to sing.. sigh. Yeah, I finished the new layout already. But I’m very lazy to change, sure there’re lots of coding and alignment problems. I still prefer something simple, like Aiko’s. I envy her man. I wonder when I can write like her.. sigh. Maybe I should just download and use a simple wordpress theme. Then I should start working with the premades and a new layout for Eque. But should I use back Existique? It’s not a brand new start anymore if I use back Eque, but I can’t think of other names. Emagine is so common, argh. Can’t wait to be back to the community, but I don’t think brother will allow me to use mum’s credit card to buy a new domain ne. Maybe I should just ask someone to host me first, but I don’t want to move here and there anymore. I’m lazy. Gosh, I want to sleep. God, please let me sleep. Sleep.. sleep.. sleep. Argh! I can’t sleep. I’ve the urge to blog now, but it’s almost 3 already.. or 3 something already? I’m so hungry.. O ya, I should start to learn cooking from my mum already. I promised her, but forgotten. I wonder what kind of saurce I can make for my mashed potato, and works well with tomato. Maybe I should spend a day to test it. How I wish to make something great, then invite Elaine, Dorcas, Claire and the others to have lunch or dinner together. Not a bad idea anyway. Ooo.. I need to work out already. I’m fat. Maybe I should start to go jogging every morning. But jog alone seems.. a bit stupid. Maybe I can ask Siew Yang to accompany me.. or the auntie next door? I wonder how much a membership of Fitness First would cost.. Wah, I need a lot of money to do a lot of things that I want man. I’m so poor. Guess I should start to find a part time job really soon. Em.. I should ask dad to teach me how to drive already. I don’t know anything. But driving lessons are going to start soon. *imagine the way I drive* Brother sure ask me to fetch mum to the market on Sunday morning. No wonder he’s willing to sponsor me. He’s evil man. How I wish to leave Malaysia as soon as possible. But am I able to give all out for my dream? I don’t know man. It’s so hard. Never mind, God will guide me for sure. Hm.. form 6. MBS doesn’t offer Chinese. Maybe I should check out on the other schools first. But study MBS would be great. I know the place, I know the bus uncle, I can meet Samuel, Jeremy, Ian and some old friends there. *sigh* Have to wear uniform, white socks and shoes again. I want to cut my hair! But if I really going to study form 6, I can’t ne. Argh. I hate school rules. I want to sleep. Sleep.. sleep.. sleeeeep… come on!

Love,
Your lovely mind

OMG, you just read my mind man. o_o
But no wonder I had sleepless nights.