"Stephen Schwartz makes me emotional"

You’re in my arms, and all the world is gone
The music playing on for only two
So close together and when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by, romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I want is to hold you, so close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this one’s not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far, we are so close

Oh, how could I face these faceless days
If I should lose you now
We’re so close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this one’s not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming though we know we are
So close, so close

and still so far..

So Close performed by Jon Mclaughlin,
composed by Alan Menken and written by Stephen Schwartz

"Heavy heart"

“Be patient towards all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions
themselves. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given to you because you
would not be able to live them. The point is to live everything. Live the questions.”
- Rainer Maria Rilke

.. this is so hard yet, it is the only way.
Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. Romans 12:12

"Surprise!"

I cut my 7-months-long-hair, with a new hairstyle. De-stressed. ;)

"I’m here, still surviving.. barely."

Time flies. Ten days ago I should have wrote this.. It’s already July! And there goes half of the year twenty-ten.

Well, for the past 6 months..

I’ve started my first year of degree, survived through my first semester with a bunch of new crazy friends, and almost had mamak everyday. Got addicted to Tetris Friends and currently holding a Rank 13. Had a few first times: held a DSLR, donated blood, used acrylic paint, drove to Sunway, took bus to KLCC, made sorbet, visited IOI Mall, had 5 movies in 2 days, purchased something online, went to Bagan Lalang, used Adobe Illustrator, didn’t sleep for 3 days in the same week, had TGI Friday, made pancakes for my friends.. and many more. I’ve watched 33 movies like a freak, just 7 more to go to reach my target. Tweeted 82 tweets, blogged 21 posts, and FB status-ed 8 times this year so far. Fevered for World Cup, and supporting Spain in the final; Germany is still my favorite of all though.

Other than that, I’ve got no life but endless assignments…
*stop blogging and continue doing assignments*

"I’m slowly losing my mind.."

It’s already 5.06am. I just finished my flyer design, assignment for my Desktop Publishing, and had my THIRD sleepless night this week! When I say sleepless, it doesn’t mean lack of sleep, it simply means - I did not sleep. AT ALL. Well, it’s not really a new wow thing anymore (not that I’m proud of it either).. just that it has been done too many times until I’m kinda used to it, which is.. VERY BAD. Bad time management, bad for my eyes, bad for my stomach, bad for electricity, bad for my health.. REALLY BAD. :(

I seriously need to change. Though it seems I could work better at night. Ish.

So what I’ve been working on for the past three sleepless nights? Let me show you since I still got some time before I head to bath and prepare to go uni.

Sunday night to Monday - My second attempt but first completed acrylic painting for my Drawing class. I wasn’t expecting much on this, since most of us labeled acrylic paint as ‘disaster’ lol, but it turned out to be surprisingly good. I’m quite satisfy and also begun to actually like acrylic, despite the long time spent on it.

Monday night to Tuesday - My CD Labeler for my Advertising class / (top) album cover (bottom) inner view / I was rushing on this, hence the quality of the pictures are quite poor (which will be very obvious in the original size). I’ll need to take my own pictures and redo again.

Wednesday night to Thursday - My flyer design, which I just finished an hour ago. It supposed to be quite easy, but lecturer required us to use Adobe Illustrator instead of Photoshop, which took me awhile to learn and get used to it. I’m quite satisfy with the outcome, except the typography for the ‘Bird Park @ ikano’, which I might change again before I submit the final printing.

Ok, got to go people.
And oh by the way, Good morning! lol. Jane.