about

She's an ordinary girl with a bunch of weird
ideas. A passionate dreamer and a music lover.
Trying to seize the day and enjoy every second
of her life. Own this little world that composed
by the ears, feelings and instinct..
Welcome to Faye's timeFlies. 10-qifei.
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*cut.. - May 16th 10:11am

*cut cut 15May08 +5

I gained weight.. O___O

Mum: “Not surprising. Before you got yourself a job, you used to skip breakfast everyday (used to wake up at.. 11pm? heh), and sometimes even lunch. Now? You’re taking all three meals every single day. Haha.” (laugh)

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NOOO!!! I’m going to *cut cut CUT!!!
Cut down rice, cut down snacks and sugary food, cut down oily food, cut down meat.. let me die diao suan le la I’m serious. I really need to control my eating habit.. gosh.

Jia you, Faye. You can do it. No, I can’t. T__T

[ Edited post at 9.31am ]
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posted under Sigh* | Having a Life at 04:59pm + 5 replies

Brainwash myself. 14May08 +3

Say no to It’s too late, which been haunting me and making my life miserable.
Say yes to Tomorrow will be a better day, which hopefully makes my life brighter.

Mum is right, I shouldn’t rush myself. The fact that I keep telling myself It’s too late it’s because I’m feeling insecure for my future, and I’m hoping desperate to see results. As the result, I indirectly blinded myself from seeing the things He had blessed me..

Recently, I finally realized the little result that I’ve actually already provided, after I finished singing an old song titled I believe (Chinese version) when I was driving home. I realized that I should stop worrying and start doing something about my future, no matter how limited things I can do at the moment.

Yes, I brainwashed myself, which makes me feel better now.
Brainwashing (come on, you know what I mean) is good. Trust me. =]

posted under Personal Thoughts | Having a Life at 05:10pm + 3 replies

Stupid rashes. 11May08 +5

Doctor: “You must cut down carbohydrate, like rice (my lunch and dinner.. o_o), noodle (my alternative lunch), bread (my breakfast) and biscuit (my snacks.. T_T). Cut down spicy food as well. Eat more vegetable, less meat. Drink more water and juice. I’ll give you some medicine and cream to apply before you sleep, come back to see me again two weeks later.”

Me: “Let me die then.” Just kidding

posted under Sigh* | Having a Life at 10:56pm + 5 replies

I just want to.. 09May08 +4

不知為何近來時間過得特別慢，有很多想做的事都無法去做。是時間還沒成熟？還是一切都太遲了呢？日子一天一天的過著，心情卻一天比一天的沉重。心裡多麼希望自己可以為自己的夢想做一點事，但卻有心無力。我想放棄，但媽媽驚訝的那一番話卻鼓勵了我 : “你還年輕，現在不拚等到什麼時候才拚啊？你想要做什麼,就要勇敢地去爭取，不要理會別人怎樣想，最重要是你自己到底想要怎樣。遇到困難，挫折是必定的，所以不能害怕。” 或許是因為她曾經錯過，所以不希望歷史重演，也希望我會有出頭的一天。

“想太多” 這句話用在我身上是最適合不過了。雖然很清楚自己想要的是什麼，也很清楚自己正在做的是什麼，卻顧慮重重，沒事拿事來煩，心裡不斷地告訴自己：“太遲了！” 耐心越來越少了，時間也自然顯得越來越慢了。一時覺得還有希望，一時卻告訴自己一切都太遲了。一時我甚至問自己到底是什麼人，到底想怎樣，到底可不可以不要那麼糊塗，那麼矛盾，想那麼多… 明明生活可以過得簡簡單單，自己卻知道自己不會甘心，不會甘心自己沒有嘗試去做自己想要做的事，甚至不會甘心自己做不到自己想要做的事。

我只想去唱歌給別人聽，我只想擁有自己的音樂。我只想透過音樂去表達自己，我只想透過音樂去傳達神的話語。我只想去做自己喜歡做的事，那就是 - 唱歌，因為我熱愛音樂，音樂就如我生命。有錯嗎？

I’m depress..

posted under Chinese Entries | Personal Thoughts | Music at 12:00pm + 4 replies

God, please help me! 06May08 +0

生活充實了，
方向卻模糊了…
表面上很清楚自己想要的是什麼，
事實上卻不知該怎麼去爭取…
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posted under Chinese Entries | Personal Thoughts at 12:48pm + 0 replies